Yay! Jo led worship for the 1st time last night! Was quite an experience knowing that you are leading the rest of ur cell people into a time of singing praises to God. Was pretty excited n anxious since it's my first ever attempt at leading, and especially when Jo dun have much experience singing, let alone start and guide pple into singing with you. Ok, I know no matter how bad my singing is, it will always be pleasing to His ears. Hee hee...Really felt great to choose the songs that I like and speaks to me, and have everyone worship with me.
-Dear lord, I pray that you will grant me the ability to lead future worship smoothly and engage people into just focusing their attention on you.-Last night bible studies about humility sparked off a very lively sharing. Many of us were pretty amazed by how distanced we are from that. Haha... I used to think that I am considered not arrogant but apparently no after all that sharing last night. Why do I get irritated by other people? Why do I get upset, and show it when people do not live up to what my expectation? Why do I think I can do things and behave better than the person next to me? I realised that I have to care more for the people around me than placing myself at the top priority all the time. Yes, I do always stretch out my hand for my frens in need, but somehow there's a voice within me that seems to say there's still lots of room for improvement. I know I would not offer to help someone I dislike even though that person is seriously in need of help and I know I can help easily. As long as I know he will not die, I would not bother. Ha! quite meanie right? See! Lots of work on manz... Haha...
